Lately i've been having the weirdest dreams..and i remember them all very vividly.
A few nights ago i dreamed that i got into an all out brawl with these girls in my past that i didn't get along with very well. in the dream i was back in my high school and when i walked out the front door with my friend they jumped us and had this guy helping them. instead of staying there to fight, i went back in the building and walked the long way to get to my car.
When i looked up what it means to be fighting in a dream it said this:
To dream that you are in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.and this:
The basic meaning in a dream of fighting is change. Change of job, etc. The degree of success or failure you may expect from the change was forecast in the outcome of your dreamed fight.Now...this makes total sense, especially since it referenced a job. I've been searching for a job for over five months now. The outcome of the fight in my dream was that i took the long way around in order to avoid the fight. It's been so frustrating spending all this time searching and coming up empty handed that i find myself avoiding even reading the emails to the address i have for job searching. instead of jumping in and kicking ass, i'm avoiding the whole process altogether. And my inner turmoil results from the fact that i know i need one, and need to put all i have into finding one, but i desperately don't want to get stuck doing something i hate, and it's becoming harder and harder to face rejection every time.
Last night i dreamed that i was in my room and all of the sudden i was pregnant and giving birth to a baby. it popped out like magic and all of the sudden there it was! i knew robert was the dad so i made plans to go see him and show him the baby. well by the next day the baby had become a toddler and the funny thing is, it looked exactly like robert, except with long curly hair and of course way smaller. i named him 'little robert' haha (yes, i know i'm ridiculous.)
I looked up what it means to be giving birth and it said this:
To dream of giving birth represents a new attitude, fresh beginnings or a major upcoming event. Alternatively, the dream may be calling attention to your inner child and the potential for you to grow. and this
You are sure to have good news after dreaming about the birth of a child. If you dream of a walking baby it can indicate a sense of sudden independence. This time in my life is nothing but new beginnings..so i guess that makes sense. And i sincerely hope i can anticipate good news to come!
Maybe my life is so boring these days that my brain is creating vivid dreams in order to entertain me in my waking hours. who knows!